My dear Theo,
Thank you very much for your letter, for the 100 Fr. note
enclosed and also for the 50 Fr. money order.
I think myself that Gauguin was a little out of sorts with
the good town of Arles, the little yellow house where we work,
and especially with me. [Gauguin had written to Theo that
Vincent and he could not go on living together “in
consequence of incompatibility of temper.” The quarrel
was made up, and Gauguin wrote another letter, speaking of the
first as a bad dream.]
As a matter of fact there are bound to be for him as for me
further grave difficulties to overcome here.
But these difficulties are rather within ourselves than
Altogether I think that either he will definitely go, or
else definitely stay.
Before doing anything I told him to think it over and reckon
things up again.
Gauguin is very powerful, strongly creative, but just
because of that he must have peace.
Will he find it anywhere if he does not find it here?
I am waiting for him to make a decision with absolute
A good handshake,
[On the following day, December 24, a telegram arrived from
Gauguin that called Theo to Arles. Vincent, in a state of
terrible excitement and in a high fever, had cut off a piece of
his own ear and taken it as a present to a woman in a brothel.
There had been a violent scene; Roulin the postman managed to
get him home, but the police intervened, found Vincent bleeding
and unconscious in bed, and sent him to the hospital. Theo
found him there, “poor fighter and poor, poor
sufferer,” and stayed over Christmas. Gauguin went back
with Theo to Paris. By December 31 the news was better, and on
January 1 Vincent wrote Letter 566 in pencil.]
[N.B. Some of the above note by Jo van Gogh-Bonger is
doubtful. Roulin would not have left his friend bleeding; most
probably Vincent found his own way home. The police only
arrived the next morning, which is inexplicable, considering
that Vincent was well-known both at the brothel and by the
gendarmes, whose station was just across the road from his
At this time, Vincent was 35 year old
Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Theo van Gogh. Written 23 December 1888 in Arles. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 565.
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