It is New Year's Eve and I want another chat with you.
When I wrote my last letter, I spoke of some large heads I
was working on. At that time I was busy making an experiment of
which I can tell you the initial outcome, as I had models for
two drawings the day before yesterday, yesterday and today.
However, there is one drawback which you will understand -
as it is greasy, it cannot be erased in the usual way; working
with it on paper, one even loses the only thing with which one
can erase on the stone itself, namely the scraper - which
cannot be used strongly enough on the paper because it cuts
In this way I made a drawing of an old man sitting reading,
with the light falling on his bald head, on his hand and the
book. And the second one, the bandaged head of
an injured man. The model who sat for this really had a head
injury and a bandage over his left eye. Just
like a head, for instance, of a soldier, of the old guard in
the retreat from Russia.
Now when I compare these two heads with the others I have
done, there is a great difference in the power of effect. So I
hope that the drawings done this way will lend themselves to
reproduction by the process which you described to me.
Especially if the paper you sent is not absolutely necessary
for the reproduction.
And if it is, I should be more apt to get a better than a
worse effect on this grey paper with the same ingredients. When
I looked at what Buhot had scratched on one of the samples, I
saw at once that the black was of a very deep tone, and I can
understand that this is a real necessity for the reproduction
where photography and galvanography are used. So I at once
began to try to find what kind of black to use and still stick
to my usual way of sketching.
First I tried it with ink, but that didn't satisfy me;
however, I think that with the lithographic-crayon method the
results will be better.
Well, I am not writing about it to worry you during your
busy days; I am in no hurry for it, and am even very glad to
have a little time for additional experiments.
But I am writing you about it so that you may know I am
working heart and soul on it to get a good and useful result.
What is called Black and White is in fact painting in
black, meaning that one gives the same depth of
effect, the same richness of tone value in a drawing that ought
to be in a painting.
Some time ago you rightly said that every colourist has his
own characteristic scale of colours.
This is also the case with Black and White, it is the same
after all - one must be able to go from the highest light to
the deepest shadow, and this with only a few simple
ingredients. Some artists have a nervous hand at drawing, which
gives their technique something of the sound peculiar to a
violin, for instance, Lemud, Daumier, Lançon - others,
for example, Gavarni and Bodmer, remind one more of piano
playing. Do you feel this too? - Millet is perhaps a stately
This is as far as I got on New Year's Eve, I had hoped your
letter would come. If you haven't written already, do so now,
for I haven't a cent left. But you are very busy, I
Since then I have again done a few sketches with the
lithographic crayon - it makes drawing almost as delightful as
painting, and it gives a great vigour and depth of tone.
I long very much indeed to see you again. I have so many
plans - not all of which will be realized, I suppose, nor will
they all be failures - and I want so badly to talk them over
with you because I have so little time to think them over and I
am so little in touch with what is in demand that I cannot
judge what is practicable. Please do not let my having done
nothing saleable this year worry you; you once said the same
thing to me, and if I say so now, it is because I see a few
things within my reach in the future which I couldn't see
Nor should I want to lose the ideas I had about it then,
though I must modify them and distinguish between what is and
what might be. I cannot believe so much coolness and disharmony
What's the reason??? I don't know and it's not my business
to find out, but it's a matter of principle with me that I
personally must avoid two things. First, one must not quarrel
but, instead of that, try to promote peace - for others as well
as for oneself. And second, my opinion is that if one is a
painter, one must not try to be something other than a painter
in society; as a painter, one must avoid other social ambitions
and not try to keep up with the people who live in the
Voorhout, Willemspark, etc. For in the old dark, smoky studios
there was a good fellowship and genuineness which was
infinitely better than what threatens to replace it.
If you should find some progress in my work when you come
here again, I should have no other desire than to go on in the
same way I have - that is, to continue my work quietly without
mixing with anybody else. When there is bread in the house and
I have some money in my pocket to pay the models, what more can
I want? My pleasure lies in the progress of my work, and that
absorbs me more and more.
Well, boy, if you haven't written already, do so soon, for I
am rather hard up. Once more, my best wishes for the New Year.
I had a nice letter from home. Adieu. With a handshake,
Yours sincerely, Vincent
At this time, Vincent was 29 year old
Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Theo van Gogh. Written 31 and 2 Dec-Jan 1882 in The Hague. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 256.
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